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Silent Hearts

Young Adult · 312 pages · Published 2024-09-10 · Avg 3.2★ (6 reviews)

Seventeen-year-old Ruthie Kao spends the first blistering week of summer in the storage room above a shuttered legal aid clinic in Seattle, cataloging old case files for her mom. In the back, behind flyers for free citizenship classes and a busted laminator, she finds a cardboard shoe box labeled Silent Hearts. Inside are cassettes recorded on a battered Walkman: messages in Taiwanese, Spanish, English, and a dozen accents Ruthie cannot place, addressed to people whose names are smudged or misspelled. Some are apologies. Some are stories. Some are just breath. Along with the tapes is a thrift-store map of the Mountain West, traced with faint pencil lines and punctured at certain towns with pinholes that glitter like constellations gone missing.

With Mateo Rocha, her best friend since sixth grade and the only person who still drives a Buick LeSabre with a cracked dash and a ceramic lucky tiger, and Dani Wu, whose hacking skills are more rumor than fact, Ruthie decides the box can't stay silent. They piece together addresses from the ledgers of a long-gone investigator, use diner wifi to cross-reference county records, and set out along I-90 with a thermos of barley tea, a bent house key that opens no door they know, and the old Walkman patched in duct tape. From Spokane's grain silos to Missoula's river bridge, from the neon bucking horse of a Sheridan motel to the wind-gnawed fence lines outside Casper, they chase the faint directions hidden in breaths and pauses. A tape labeled River 03 leads them down to the Tongue River where the air is smoke-thick with late-summer fire and where a fisherman recognizes his mother's laugh in the silt of a sentence. Another, marked Just In Case, brings them to a courthouse janitor who has kept a postcard in his pocket for twenty years.

On the road they learn what can and cannot be translated. They take back roads to avoid a checkpoint. They argue about whether a voice, once found, belongs to the person who spoke it or the world that needs to hear it. Mateo admits he might leave for El Paso at the end of summer; Dani confesses she doctored the clinic's old contact list to protect someone. Ruthie hides the fact that the first tape she played was her grandmother's, recorded in a language Ruthie understands only in fragments. Their friendship frays and knots itself again: a flat tire outside Livingston, an almost-kiss under the Fremont Bridge on a night run back to Seattle, the stubborn way they keep showing up for each other even when it would be easier not to.

The return is not triumphant so much as necessary. They bring the tapes back to where Ruthie first learned the shape of words: the damp, echoing laundry room of their Beacon Hill apartment building. They string up a bedsheet, borrow a field recorder from the community center, and invite neighbors with flyers printed in every language they can manage. The landlord grumbles about noise; an auntie passes out guava sponge cake; a kid falls asleep on a folding chair. Voices spool out into the concrete and tile: apologies, yes, and stories, but also the ordinary courage of people who kept talking when no one was paid to listen. Not every cassette finds its intended home. Not every mystery resolves. But the choice to keep the archive alive, to make a place where breath is not wasted, is theirs. In the tenderness of that decision, Ruthie understands what her grandmother was trying to tell her on that first, cracked tape: that grief is a language you learn together, and love is the translation that outlives the body.

Chen, John is a Taiwanese American memoirist and essayist raised between Kaohsiung and the Rocky Mountain West. He earned an MFA from the University of Wyoming and a BA in sociology from UC Irvine, and has worked as a translator, public-school paraeducator, and investigator for a legal aid clinic. His essays have appeared in regional and national magazines and have been honored with fellowships from state arts councils and community foundations. He has taught community writing workshops in Sheridan and Los Angeles, and lives in Seattle with his partner and a very patient dog.

Ratings & Reviews

Devin Patel
2026-02-05
  • For readers who like reflective road trips and community archives
  • Comps include Patron Saints of Nothing and We Are Not Free
  • What worked most is the neighbor listening night and the cassette conceit
  • What stalled is the meandering second act and low urgency
Asha Menon
2025-12-10

Big ideas hum through every mile: community memory, who owns a voice, how apology travels. The final laundry-room gathering has warmth, but the book spells out its thesis so clearly that the questions stop vibrating. I wanted more ambivalence around the ethics of sharing, and less guiding hand.

One line captures the aim, "grief is a language learned side by side," yet the novel keeps translating for us when it could have let us sit with the untranslatable.

Jorge Velasco
2025-08-01

El libro capta un Oeste Montañoso cotidiano: silos en Spokane, el puente del río en Missoula, el caballo de neón en un motel de Sheridan, cercas mordidas por el viento camino a Casper. La atmósfera es fuerte, con humo de incendios y carreteras secundarias para esquivar un control, y la cassette vieja añade textura. A ratos, sin embargo, el paisaje domina tanto que las apuestas se sienten difusas; me quedé mirando el horizonte más que avanzando con la historia.

Marisol Greene
2025-03-20

Ruthie, Mateo, and Dani feel like teens I might overhear at a bus stop, generous and stubborn in equal measure. Their jokes land, their secrets sting, and the almost-kiss under the Fremont Bridge holds exactly the right awkward charge.

What moved me is how their loyalties flex. Mateo's longing for El Paso never makes him less present. Dani protects people with stubborn grace. Ruthie's partial understanding of her grandmother's tape becomes courage rather than shame. By the time they decide what to keep and what to return, their friendship has become its own kind of archive.

Ethan Chao
2024-12-15

The author structures the book as a set of listening sessions that open into small pilgrimages, and the rhythm mostly holds. The prose trusts silence and texture; when the trio hits the road, chapters thrum with diner receipts, parking-lot light, and county-record breadcrumbs. A few late detours feel padded, but the multilingual fragments and the analog Walkman give the story a tactile spine.

Lila Navarro
2024-10-02

A quiet, map-marked summer odyssey where three teens chase the hush between cassette breaths and learn how far a voice can travel.

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