Radiance of Longing

Radiance of Longing

Romance · 352 pages · Published 2024-09-10 · Avg 3.3★ (6 reviews)

Lina Baptiste has made a career out of building light where there is none. At thirty-one, the Montréal lighting designer is great at specifying gels, coaxing old fixtures back to life, and pretending her coming-out didn't scramble every circuit in her careful life. When a family dinner in Laval ends in frosty silence and a client ghosts her after a viral post about being bi, she bolts east for a contract that sounds like salvation: restoring the Seven Sisters Lens, a nineteenth-century Fresnel masterpiece, for the Maritime Light & Signal Archive in Lunenburg, Nova Scotia.

Her first day goes catastrophically bright. Lina nudges a crate at the wrong angle and micro-scratches a priceless prism—right in front of Cal Whittemore, the archive's gruff marine electrician with forearms like mooring ropes, a rescue mutt named Buoy, and the sort of half-smile that looks like trouble. Cal thinks artists are chaos with receipts; Lina thinks he labels everything so he never has to feel it. Then a supplier snafu sends them on a salvage trip up the coast to Fogo Island for replacement glass. A nor'easter strands them at the Great Auk Inn, one room, space heater humming, battery lanterns painting their shadows on cedar walls. Between dog snores and a thermos of rum coffee, stories spill: the woman Lina loved and left, the boat Cal walked away from, the niece he's learning how to raise.

Back in Lunenburg, their spark is impossible to dim, but the optics get messy. Strangers assume straight, friends at the Tern bar crack jokes that land like stones, and a museum donor suggests toning down the bi flag enamel pin on Lina's lapel. Cal wants to be the kind of steady that doesn't erase her, but every misread glance tightens the knot between them. As Nocturne Halifax approaches, Lina drafts a radical restoration—re-assembling the Seven Sisters so the beam splits into a three-hundred-and-sixty-degree compass of color across the harbor, a map of choices instead of a single line. When the night comes, the Bluenose II cuts through a halo of violet and teal, her mother's voice softens over the phone, and Cal shows up with a handmade light maze that turns people toward the parts of themselves they keep shelving. Lina has to decide if the brightest path is the one she can walk in public, hand in hand, without dimming any piece of who she is.

Katherine McLeigh grew up on New Brunswick's Saint John River and studied theatre production and creative writing at Concordia University. After a decade lighting indie stages and writing copy for small museums, she turned to romantic fiction that celebrates queer joy, second chances, and the salty, sea-blown corners of Atlantic Canada. Her essays have appeared in regional arts journals, and she has been a workshop leader for emerging writers in Halifax and Montréal. She lives in Halifax with her wife, a rescue beagle named Fen, and a collection of enamel lighthouse pins she swears is for research.

Ratings & Reviews

Carla Wentworth
2025-09-07

Shelving advice: for readers who prize coastal atmosphere, maker details, and gentle LGBTQ+ arcs, this will appeal, but I wanted more drive between setpieces. The romance simmers, then stalls, and the social static around identity leans repetitive without deepening enough.

Notes for patrons include family tension, instances of biphobia and microaggressions, a storm-stranding scenario, and a beloved dog who is fine. It is tender and thoughtful, yet the blend of craft talk and miscommunication never fully clicked for me.

Ines Romero
2025-06-30

As a plot, this mostly hums, but the rhythm falters.

  • Archive restoration stakes clear
  • Storm interlude charming
  • Midsection repeats the same misread-becomes-sulk beat
  • Finale concept strong, execution a touch tidy
Joel Park
2025-03-21

Lina's meticulous mind and Cal's steady heat spark believably, but their communication loops one time too many.

Étienne Lavoie
2025-02-12

La prose est lumineuse et précise, comme un faisceau bien réglé. Les métaphores de lumière amplifient l'intimité, mais quelques passages s'alourdissent quand les descriptions techniques s'étirent.

Le rythme vacille au milieu, entre les tensions familiales à Laval et les malentendus au bar de Lunenburg, avant de se recentrer autour du projet pour Nocturne Halifax. Globalement, une structure soignée avec des coutures visibles, efficace sans être renversante.

Priyanka Sood
2024-11-05

Worldbuilding is the secret joy here. The working language of light gets loving attention: Fresnel lore, gels, and the coaxing of stubborn fixtures feel tactile and satisfying.

Lunenburg and the run to Fogo Island breathe with weather and work. The Great Auk Inn, a humming space heater, cedar paneling, and the archive's quiet routines create a maritime mood that steadies the romance even when social frictions pinch.

Mara Delaney
2024-09-18

Oh, my heart, this book hits like a flare on open water.

I felt seen in the way Lina refuses to fold herself smaller. The restoration is more than craft, it is reclamation, and when she dreams a 360-degree spectrum I wanted to stand on the pier and cheer. That choice to turn a single beam into a circle, to make a harbor-wide "compass of color," is a manifesto.

The chemistry glows warm and human. Cal, Buoy, the niece, the small-town static, all of it tugs like tide, and the bi details are handled with such care that I kept whispering yes, keep that pin bright.

The micro-scratch, the storm, the slow repair of trust, and the way Nocturne Halifax looms like a test of visibility had my chest tight. When ships slide through color and phones finally ring without dread, it feels like light learning to listen.

I finished with tears and a grin, wanting to build my own lamp that says this is me, in public, all the way around. Radiant, defiant, tender. Keep shining, Lina.

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